Tuesday, May 5th, 2009: Officially the worst day I ever had at work (yet).
A day before, the CEO asked me for some numbers to be submitted, and I did my analysis, calculations, got him the numbers, and I also gave him the formula on how to get the numbers next time.
This was his reply: Great job Amarant! More than what I expected, and the numbers now explain the analysis ;)
His words lifted me up a little.
The next day (May 5th):
CEO calls me to his office, and gave me the longest, rudest lecture I have ever got during my working life!
It seems he was upset for some reason, because whatever he was saying, was not making sense at all (he does that when he’s upset).
- He mentioned the days that I didn’t stay late in the office (which are few), and forgot how many weekends/extra hours I have spent in the office.
- He used one example of me not doing my work, and forgot, that SINGLE analysis was not done because they forgot to bring me the data I had to work on (even though I told him it was not my mistake, laken la 7ayat lee man tunadi) he was not listening.
- He read an email I sent him 4 times asking me to find my mistake, and in that 3 pages email, my ONLY mistake is that I wrote “we should” instead of “should we”! WTH?? (Even though I got positive responses from the directors in Dubai).
I can’t really write all what he said, but here are 2 quotes from his lecture:
“If any employee gets laid off from this company, I want YOU to feel guilty, because you should!”
“Please, never again tell me that you were sick, because here’s something you should know, I DON’T CARE! I want work done whenever I want to!”
I don’t know if he did what he did to motivate me, but it was wrong, rude, inappropriate, and defiantly had the opposite effect. I couldn’t work for the next couple of hours as I was completely in a shock, felt so demotivated and not in a mood to work at all. The rest of my day was crappy because I was still affected by what happened and couldn’t take my mind off it.
Anyway, don’t want to bore you all with the details of that horrible day, but Alhamdulilah things were better later on.
End of Blog Entry.